Sabinal Blue

Visiting The Thoughts Of Yet One More Person

Meanderings of an introverted dancer - a public school teacher with thoughts on music, politics, and life in the hills.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Eleven On Top * Evanovich

Every time I finish a Stephanie Plum story (this is the 11th I've read), I think, "that's it - no more". But then, when a new installment comes out, I inevitably read it. And I'm not sad about the decision. Sure - it's fluff - no thoughts to ramble with. So what? I laughed many times while reading this, and sometimes reading should just be that - fun.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Rage by Jonathan Kellerman

This definitely qualifies as a page-turner. The writing is theatrical, and close to being ready for the screen. The story brings up lots of questions with no real good answers to any of them. Does it go without question that all children of fundamentalist Christians will grow up to become angry people who cannot make their way in the world? Is it moral to let two killers murder a rapist and then let them get away? Does the logic of a psychiatrist and a police officer properly circumvent the justice system in a satisfying way?

Having been a victim of the logical thinking of a police officer who was able to analyze a whole bunch of circumstantial evidence and arrest me only to have several years of my life left in limbo because of the slow progress of justice, I will never stand up for police being lone heroes. I'm positive I'm not the only one this has happened to, and I'm sure that's why our founding fathers insisted on a Bill of Rights. Of course, our President tried and convicted Saddam Hussein all by himself, and many people in our society applauded him for that. So, our society has accepted that the Bill of Rights is meaningless in the hands of someone people perceive as "righteous".

I know - it's not nice to dump 1/2 a story out, and not tell you what I was accused of by a police officer. There were many stories that were put together to come up with the "fact" that I was unworthy to live among civilized society and be put behind bars. The accusations lost me my job - even though I was fully supported by fellow teachers (every single teacher signed a petition asking the judge to drop charges). However, I was not supported even a little but by the administration. For the administration the accusation was the same as guilt, thus I was fired and that was that employement wise until the court, two years later, finally allowed the case to come to trial.

One of the "best" pieces of evidence was the true fact that my wife had called information at the police station and asked "What should my friend who was beat by her husband do?" That really did happen. The phone messenger told her to "tell your friend to call us". So, my wife passed on the information. It was filed under our address in the police department, and because many people - including police officers - assume victims speak in the third person, the assumption was made that I had beat my wife.

Well, the friend remained our friend, even after he went to jail and got out and got divorced and remarried, etc. So he was willing to come in and testify to the fact that his first wife had indeed asked my wife to call, that he had indeed hit his wife, and he had indeed done jail time, and the felony remained on his record and it was very difficult to be employed legitimately anymore, etc etc. What had happened, and why did the police keep the file under our address and not move it? Well, it turned out the victim called 911, and simply proceeded to report to another police officer the details, etc. The two departments never discussed the fact that two different women living across the street from each other were calling about the same event on the same day. It was "obvious" to the police that I had so victimized my wife that she had never called back. They never bothered to ask my wife, because with their belief that she possessed a victim mentality they assumed she would lie for me. At least both departments kept files, so it was easy to collarobate the truth.

Luckily I had a lawyer, and luckily my lawyer went for a jury trial*. The jury saw the truth right out, and I was aquitted within 20 minutes after the trial proper. The point of all this is - the police can paste together a picture without a shred of truth or evidence and make it sound good enough to a judge to bring a case to trial.

The trial process took two years in my case because the prosecutor kept asking for a continuance to gather evidence. Then, after the two years he used that in the examination of "witnesses" who couldn't remember anything he was talking about. He asked each and every witness: "Do you remember what you ate for breakfast two years ago on this date?" When they said no, he would ask "Then is it logical that you have forgotten other details from two years ago?" And of course, they would have to answer yes.

The jury was able to see through the charade with no problem, but I was not hired back where I was fired from. Once accused, administrator type people simply believe you used the system or plea-bargained somehow to get an aquittal. They simply won't believe that the police sometimes use faulty logic to arrest people. The arrest itself is proof of guilt. Administrators don't live in the real world. But every person with a bit lower income than the administrator types has lived with police harrassment directly or indirectly and identifies with my story.

And that's basically the story of "Rage". Kellerman gets real sloppy and makes it "feel" like the police officer made a good decision to let two killers go without apprehension, because in the officers mind a rapist was worse dirt than a murderer. The hard truth is that a good part of me agees with that assessment. But that doesn't make one crime right and the other wrong. Neither should be left standing. The killer, after all, will kill again given the proper dose of "rage". And next time the victim might not be a rapist. Because of this plot-line and super-generalized characters (christians are evil - homosexuals are not) - the police and the therapist are judge and jury - I cannot recommend this book as good reading. I do believe there are evil people who call themselves "Christian" - you've seen me rant and rave about George Bush right here on this blog. I also believe that there are homosexuals that are going to heaven. So, it's not that I think Kellerman is way off base by having characters like this, it's just that he doesn't really develop the characters very much beyond that super-generalized way. The guy did not become an evil person because his parents were fundamentalist. However, that's the 'truth" we're simply asked to believe without any deep analysis.

On the other hand, as a vehicle to start asking tough questions, sure - I'd recommend reading this book for that reason. It's not often though, that people start asking tough questions with a dime-store novel. No one would confuse this book with Dante. But I think it would be great to have a group of people in a room who read the book and start getting discussions going about all these issues. Could be very educational.

*My gut had told me to not use a lawyer, and not ask for a jury trial - to trust the judge to see that I was not guilty. As the lawyer pointed out to me later - that would have been stupid because a judge is just like an administrative type, and sees no one as innocent - he would not allow a case to be brought before the court if he felt the charged person was innocent. He has to hear the evidence before deciding whether or not to allow a court proceeding to even happen, and if he feels there is not enough evidence he will not allow the arrest to happen. Thus, he is already predisposed toward guilty. He is, noticeably, an administrative type - having to make administrative decisions on a daily basis.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

A Master Teacher At Work

It was one of those life-affirming moments. Sometimes I go through my day and am never in the right place to see excellence, but this day I was in the right place at the right time. A wonderful 2nd grade teacher was reading to her class from Shel Silverstein's post-humous collection, Runny Babbit. As the title implies, the nouns all have their first sound reversed - a great listening and phonics tool. Annie has been teaching a few years, and has honed her skills to a level of excellence. She has been reading to kids for many years, and has learned to sight read with no preparation at all. I was privileged to be present when she was reading Killy the Bid to her classroom, and, well, you have to listen in to hear what happened:

Listen in - about 15 seconds

Admittedly, the sound file is a recreation for other teachers. The point of the recreation was to teach the other teachers that no matter how much experience one has, it is necessary to pre-read the material =:-)

My main thought however has to do with the event in the classroom. Annie read the material and did not skip a beat. I had to turn my back and take a deep breath so I wouldn't burst out laughing, but Annie kept going through the rest of the poem like a master. The faux pas went right over the head of the kids. After reading the poem, she went through her regular excercise of having the kids say the words in the proper way. When she got to that particular line, she simply said that one herself and moved on. The kids were fantastic and simply went with the flow, trusting their teacher completely.

Annie kept a straight face the entire time, and it wasn't till later when the kids had left the class that she burst out laughing. Excellent teaching, IMHO. Others might say excellent acting. Well, in many ways teaching is acting. Teachers are human, and have bad days like the rest of humanity - but the kids must see you upbeat and enthusiastic to get the learning goals across. So yes, there's lots of acting involved with teaching.

That moment will be a source of joy for me for a long time. I have moments of joy from students quite often, but I have to admit it's seldom I've experienced one from a teacher this year. Last year I had the privilege of being in Annie's class quite often and learned to love her teaching and the natural humor she uses to help kids learn. This year I am not in her class very often, but I'm glad I was on that day =:-)

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Fiendish Soduko!!!

Well, the small posting by Robert Nixon is wonderful! Thanks. I don't know how much energy it takes to create this puzzles, but to have an endless supply at no cost is fantastic. Thanks for letting me know, Mr Nixon. I'll post his link here, and try to remember how to place it on the sidebar.

Fiendish Soduko

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Gripe Gripe Gripe

I'm so sad I'm really close to crying. Seems that the Senate feels that whoever "leaked" the truth about secret US torture chambers throughout the world is a worse criminal than the ones running the torture show. Guess the Senate is afraid their secret line of torture videos will get cut off if the truth of their perversions was ever let out.

I did get a giggle, despite my depression for the sad state of our national character. I heard the President of Jordan raving about how he was going to hunt down the suicide bombers and kill them till they were dead. Sounds about as swift as Bush when he's angry.

Where do we get world leaders from nowadays? Were they always this dense? Could be. Look how we were "invited" into WWI.

Shut off the news. Time to go do some more Sudoku. My skills are improving - did a "fiendish" one in 20 minutes last night, and did an easy one in 10. The "hard" ones take just as long as the "easy", so I can't figure out what makes one hard and the other not. "Fiendish" is a title rightly earned, tho. Really gotta focus on those.

Monday, November 07, 2005

Sudoku Craze

Well, I decided to find out what the craze was about. Good old fashioned logic games! I love it!

The directions said an average person can do an easy puzzle in about 10 minutes, a moderate puzzle in 20 and a difficult puzzle in 30. Well, I did the easy one in 30 minutes. Will wait awhile before I tackle a difficult one =:-) The rules are simple - so simple I'm thinking of putting together a few to have my 2nd graders work with. Get the brain cells working, anyway.

Mindless entertainment, but I can see why the craze is sweeping the nation. How long it's been going on, I have no way of telling, being up here in the hills away from the mainstream; but I'm happy enough to become adicted to something new. Got tired of the books.

I read 4 of the books that my mom left me: China Card by John Ehrlichman (interesting because of who he was, otherwise too hollywood); Tangent Objectibe by Lawrence Sanders - very interesting look at how the oil barons "run" their worlds, Topaz by Leon Uris - an interesting take on the James Bond craze in the early 60s - more intellectual, and some good lines thrown in making fun of the bond genre - an oldie but goodie - one interest for current readers was a throw-away line about how the Americans don't use torture, and while that may make them seem weak in the eyes of the world, it is actually what makes them strong - cool line, but I doubt if we were ever that noble - I know we haven't been for many years; Andromeda Strain by Michael Crichton -the plot has been so overused - even though I know this is an early book of his, it was still a cummy read because every move has been done again and again - could be I read this book before - not worth a re-read; City of Gold by Len Deighton - well, what can I say? Not the best book ever written; and, yes, I finally gave up on Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz - I have decided to make a bold statement. I think this would make a much better movie than a book. Anyone who knows me knows I have never met a movie better than a book - but done right, I think this would make a fascinating movie, but I have decided to stop trying to finish it as a book. The first chapter is a classic, by the way; but it goes downhill real fast.

So, till I get some new books, I'll be working on Sudoku.

I've finished my personal work on the book of Genesis, tho as a group we're still on Chapter 30, with 20 chapters to go. We decided long ago to tackle Revelation next, so I am starting to re-organize my teaching notes, and have started digging in and seeking for more gems to share. Since I am so far ahead of the group, I may put my take on Chapters 1-3 into prose. If I do I'll post it here. My main philosophy is that the 7 letters the Jesus wrote were written personally to me. Taking that viewpoint, of course, that means they were written to every single human being, and worth exploring from that perspective.

May have dug up an investor for my CD "Fiddling Around In Sabinal" Should have final word soon. Now if I can dig up someone willing to gamble on "Insecurities", a bolder statement - tho the tunes are already over a year old. Sheesh, time goes fast. I know folks who hear these for the first time won't know how long ago the tunes were written, but it's weird trying to re-learn them all so I can play them live. Guess everything turns out to be a logic/mind game =:-)

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Better Late Than Never!

Just got back from work. Been busy reading rather than complaining the past few weeks, but todays news has me elated. 4 years too late, but better late than never. Hope some leadership in congress gets this bus off the poorly paved road it's been on. The war is not a democrat-republican issue. It's a United States Citizens against Bush issue. He lied from day one, and many many of us believe he knew he was lying. There were no Iraquis attacking the US on Set 11, nor were there any Afghani men or women. The use Bush made of the military was purely a personal agenda. The fact that the military went along with it is another issue altogether - I believe that needs to be investigated also. We all know about the pipeline being built in Afghanistan, and we all know about the profits being made in Iraq by members of the administration. It's all old news, but I'm glad it's starting to hit the front pages and some Americans are finally waking up to how deeply they've been duped. Horray for some good news at last. Let's hope it doesn't fade away.

Edit: Found out my hero of the day has a name: Harry Reid. Need to learn somemore about him. May need to send some presidential support $$$ his way.